i feel like i'm failing
in everything i do, no matter how many times i try and start over i can't get through anything anymore and i don't know why. and everytime i start over its that much harder to breathe it's like i'm drowning in the past and suffocating in the present because i have no road map for the future, any plans i may ever have had have all failed because i could never finish them and so even if it kills me i have to stay where i am. i have no options. if i go home i fail. and at least if i feel like i'm failing every day here eventually i'll have failed my way through four months and leaving will be one small success that may help everything turn around.
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